Today and yesterday were particularly hard for my son and I (the 5 year old) he just doesn't want to listen at all and he acts like he can't leave my side for one second.. I am pretty sure it is because of the baby, he thinks he is going to miss some big life changing thing at some point in the day.. When in reality the biggest thing he may miss is his brother spewing spit up like a fountain (he has acid reflux so bad he is on zantac 3 times a day).. By the end of today I was at my whitts end, considering he kept waking up his brother because he was right in the room with us and yelling at the top of his lungs and lord forbid I go to the bathroom he has to jump up and follow me in there when he did that just so happens he had his angry bird bank on the bed and of course it fell on the floor and shattered.. By the time bed time came around I was soooooo ready but as I was tucking him in he looked up at me and said "I wuv you momma, but espacially on mutha's day" now I know mother's day is still a few weeks away but that little guy just melted my heart.. After I walked out of his room it made my think I complain so much about him not leaving me alone but in a few years he won't want to be around me or even want me around.. He will be going out with friends, getting a job, going to school events, going to prom, the things are endless.. So I need to set back and enjoy these times with him, even the ones that make me want to jump off a cliff because it won' be like this for long.. I will want him to never leave my side, but he will and I will want him to be in the same room with me, but he won't.. Let's face it in a few years he won't even tell me he loves me but mostly on mother's day....
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